this is me trying to be rational

i’m thinking of unwarranted anger – anger fueled by a long first half of the day battling swollen eyelids, that taste at the back of your throat after shouting and crying simultaneously – and whether it triumphs over warranted anger – severe mismatch of expectations, speed cutting, carefully selecting the best looking strawberry hearts, even more carefully arranging them in the blue Tupperware and feeling excited to see his face when he opens the box.

it’s been a long day. i can’t wait for home and the comfort of my bed and space. i don’t know if i would have done anything any differently if i were to repeat this again. i just know that angry people should never talk. but today i fell under that category.

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