into a grey sky morning

is there really anything left to say

i think i have said enough. through words, subtle hints, longing – but what is it that i am longing for – glances, meaningless banters, a river (maybe many rivers) of salty tears, guarded eyes… don’t get me wrong. this isn’t another of those paragraphs softly saying ‘i miss you’

no.

more of a ‘hi, hello’ that i won’t deny that you cross my mind a few times a day, in the beginning it felt like a hundred shoelaces weaving in and out of my old pair of converse shoes, sometimes it felt like thousands of shoelaces doing little crisscross motions in my mind

yet this time i stayed rooted on the ground, watch you walk away knowing i would not try to follow again

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