i remember having less than 30 seconds to conclude my essay, walking to my bag and telling lyndi ‘possibly the worst essay i have ever written’, felt so much better writing my three page long essay on globalisation during MSA – you know the feeling when you pass your script to the invigilator and you know that was an A grade paper – this felt nothing like it. in all honesty i remember writing – this is the only GP essay to date that my handwriting is not big ad cursive but it’s actually consistently tiny and neat – and pausing more than six times because i lost track of what i was writing and i had to reread the entire paragraph to make sure i was making sense

and so today when mr pang finally gave us back our block test scripts and he asked the class to guess who else got the highest for our essay, when he called out my name i swear i was like WHAT R U SRS U MAD?!?!?!?!!!! and then i felt like a complete bitch

you know the kind of people everybody hates because they always go ‘OMG GONNA FAIL GONNA FAIL’ and in the end they end up doing pretty decent (pretty decent= B and above) and you just feel like smashing their faces right there and then? suddenly i became one of those people but really with the exception of today i will never be a subset of that group

not my best essay and yet this was the best marks i have ever received for an essay

God helps those who help themselves

thank you feeling so thankful and blessed


7 more months here we go


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